oh god so earlier today my dad and i came back from grocery shopping and we were putting everything away and he pulls my a box of my tampons out of the bag and turns to me and says
“where do these go?”
and there was kind of this awkward moment of silence before i went “…my vagina”
and then he kind of just fell over and nearly cried
and was like “WHICH CUPBOARD ASDGHJ”
Just had a nightmare about cocaine it was not fun at all they came and knew I was on it, I didn’t even take it by choice AND my body rejected it, If that’s even a thing.
It’s not I know.
i have been feeling good about the way I look lately.
I don’t feel like a supermodel, but i don;t feel like Quasimodo.
I just feel okay, good even. But even feeling not bad is a step up, so I’m pretty happy with this growth.
They are burning
they scream for me to save them
and i whisper
no
Someone tell me a nice anecdote and play with my hair till I fall asleep then kiss me cheek
Bye
I just felt this weird divine right to be in a relationship and it was weird
So either spirits are telling me it will happen soon, or I have a sense if entitlement that transcends fate.
I think we can figure out which of these it is.
i’m like trying to actually work on vocal technique, so i keep trying shit that i fuckin suck at, and i have to be loud
anyway i’m sure my entire hall both hates me and thinks i’m a fuckin horrible singer like
yeah
